woohoo! tml got bbq. told wardhana dat dino wanna drink beer, she puked. lol.
tml buy books also! cant wait!

urghh... liverpool lost 2-1. cant believe it. before this and the previous match, liverpool never lost to man u at all lor! wtf man!

muh bro wanna buy the clive bag. he wants me to bring him go far east on tuesday. dunno whether i should or not. imagine bringing a kid bro go. so throw face. so, if i ever go with him, i shall drag bella along. moohaha. sorray.

oh yar, here's what i wanna say....
JIAYI, hope you are reading this...
TO HELL WITH YOU MAN! YOU FARKING BIATCH! dun think bella hao qi fu lor.
dun act holy lar. pls lor. u go ask urself how many times you pon training since the start of this year lor! i dun include last year veh good liaoz lor! ask urself, before you say us lor. knn. where got every week not feeling well de. dun want to go then say lor. if irene or meihui say us, at least i dun mind. cos firstly, THEY ARE GOOD BBALL PLAYERS UNLIKE YOU, and they got GO FOR TRAINING, UNLIKE YOU. yarr. i shall zang hua duan shuo. biatch.

HeH HeH..
v long nv write in here alredi horx..tml BbQ lehx..carn wait..hmm..yea..jiayi suck..i dun lyk her too..^5 c0w!den bella..u dun hlp jiayi lah..u hlp her den she'll tink u v gd to bully or wat..so wat if she our senior?i dun trit her as 1..
den hor tt zy rite..v evil leh u all..bdn...i TOTALLY AGREE wif u all..everytym tink he v popular n strong n fit..-dUh- *pEw*
eh..den hor we settle we recess dose hu cum dwn 1st go bk place horz..REMEMBER!!den nxt yr carn cut Q le..sianz..
hmm..nxt yr muz 72 bian in klaz alredi..tt wendy tang la..-quak quak quak- bt i tink she's quite nice to get along with IF we listen to her n b guai..yaH..nxt yr muz reli wk hard..we all JIAYOU 2gether ok?
hMm..my new year resolutionz iz..1)study hard n get gd resultz..2)b a powderful HPT (bella,JIAYOU!!we muz beat the otherz..especialli ZHENHUI n SHUHUI! HaHa..)..3)hmm..dun tink have liao..mebbe put in mre effort to plae basketball well?
duno if we'll b still gd frenz nt leh..bt i blif we'll!! rite? i dun agree wif crystal..we'll b best of frenz till the end..YEAH!!

gtg liaox..TaTaz..aniwae..i wana sae sumtin..LIFE ROCKZ WITH U GUyZ BY MY SIDE!! =)

so damn pissed off with tt bloddy freakin' jiayi 2dae man. sumetymes i think jus b'cos i stey sooo near her, she's makin use of me to lyke help her bring things home and to bring things for her here and there. sux man!

tt bloody women yesterday ask me go training cos she say she gonna pass me the stats file to ask me to bring to church for her, cos she will not be gonig dwn to church. wtf lor... then this morning call me jus to ask me to go over to her void deck so tt she can pass the thing to me. den i was rushing out of my house to go for breakfast with my parents. sumemore, wait i hai them late for work.

den after my father send my mother to work, i asked me to send me home for a while to meet jiayi. den tt bloody women wans me to go to her house to get the thing frm her. sumemore say wad she not feeling well. wtf lor... hello? whose stuff is tt man? ur the one who wans me to do you a favour lor... shouldn't you be the one who should be meeting me at my blck?

as if she sick lor... when i went to church, she was all alive and kickin man. fuck lah! wanna pon training say so lor... fucker! make me carry tt bloody heavy file all the way to skool and den to church. balls to you, fucker! i realli hate her lor... den sumemore wad in church tt tyme, ask me to help her keep her shoe-bag. lyke she herselff got no bag to keep liddat. fuck man! den luckily i 'remind' her tt her shoe-bag still with me. if nt tt slut will sure make me bring it home for her.

i hate her! she herself also always pon training, still wanna say us. she herself is in no position to say us lor... fucked balls to you man! so act holy sumetymes. fuckin fat bitch!

btw... to encourage the b.ballers amongst us. got prompting from holy spirit the other tyme. i've decided to change my attitude about b.ball now. cos the other tyme pastor was preaching wad, "if nothing changes the situation, first change ur attitude/ perspective about the situation. don't let the situation control you, but YOU who control the situation."

*pastor: the one in my church. nots any pastors whose can't pronounce properlies.

had tuition today. yar. quite ok.
gtg liaoz. but have to finish what im wanna say.

hello pple. -yawns- veri tired. reached home at 10.30p.m. cos 2dae got clm. so tiring man. was sooo damn pissed off with passengers on the train jus now. the whole damn train was lyke swarmed with couples man. and this bloody chinese couple so act intimate. and tt bloody gurl was lyke so damn fat and big breasted and so so soooo damn act cute. -pukes- so damn er shiang. and they keep moving back and back until i got no place to stand lor.

and tt bloody women keeps throwing herself at the men man. keep trying to hug him to hold on to him. wad the hell lah... got no hands to hold the bars isit? den sumemore wanna kiss the guy, den the guy was lyke so pissed off with her lor... worse still, another women boarded the train. and she's those kinda kiasu auntie who veri scared fall down on the train wan. get into the train mus immediately hold onto the bar, if not will die those kind. tt bloody china prostitute nv shave her god damn armpits lor... and the hair was soooo loooong man. realli loong. not fake one. even longer than my leg hair. so disgusting. -eekkkssss!- and i kept on starring at her pits cos they were lyke sooo damn close to my face lor...

so damn disgusted with it. she's worse than tt boey man! at least tt boey still got shave.

haiz. whatever. i had said enough. actually i dun even wanna chup in this thing. so shang nao
jing. haiz. cos of this thing, muh life is shorten. for the sake and defence of our stoopid and
clumsy girl who keeps banging and stubbing her stoopid toes into whatever thing, and then
shrieking in pain(sounds familliar eh?) , i had to. hao wei da wor! thankew! -blushes-
yarr. guess thats all i had to say.



now im happy with muh class lor. i mean, after the camp, i looked at faith and humility,
compared them, and realise that although the peepx in muh class sux, at least they are better.
the form teacher too! yarr. thought and pondered whether i should appeal for humility for the
3days of the camp. talked to chen2( read : chen square). and everyone. decided to stay. heng i
never hand in the appeal form on 30th. else i sure regret. guessed pure geog is not that URGGH
after all. lolx. guess if the sku put me in this class, they have their reasons. and i guess i
see no reason to go against their decisions.(although i really want to sometimes) leave it to
fate ba. or is it destiney? dunno lar. dun even what the hell this two words mean. as
carolin tan said, born by destiney, live....erm, i forget liaoz. paiseh.

really looked forward to next year. i mean, its a whole new year. i guess, i really wanna escape
and get as far away as possible from memory land 2002. i really like this year, cant bear to
end it actually. but as i said just now, i really want to get away from last year. i really
hoped that next year will be a better year, although i dun like the people in muh class, and
have no intention in socialising with them. wanna turn over a new leaf and study hard. dun
wanna study the nite before the paper, and get such results. wanna get top10.

yarr. cant wait for the annual buy-the-books. lolx. and im also buying new sku U! woohoo! now
u cant suan me for muh small shert.

shall also write muh new year resolutions. wrote one last year, but as usual, i did not keep
muh promise. haiz. really look forward to next year, yet cant bear this year to end.

really think next year will be a veh nice one. although veh stressful. since im juggling two CCAs.
u know, after deciding whether or not should i appeal class, i know i have to solve another big
problem. and that is CCA. im really unhappy at basketball lor. i love the sport. but i hate
the seniors lor. anyway seniors are not supposed to be liked, unless you are like some people.
and after what xiao en and cow told me on the MRT that day, muh whole mindset of basketball
changed. im really unhappy at basketball. and the thought of joining MRL came across muh mind
again. i had this thought of quitting bball and joining MRL & floorball since this year liaoz.
dunno if i should do it next year. but think again, will i be happy with all these guaikias? as
you know, i dun mind reading the books lor. but... i dunno how to say. and wo jiu bu fang de xia
de jiu shi mr sim le. how am i going to face him? i really dun want to deal him another blow lor.
but im really unhappy at bball.

*imagine : you were forced to join wolleywall. you keep winning trophys after trophys. but you
were not happy at all. wolleywall is not ur fav sport. whats the use of the trophys?

yarr. thats how i feel. the factor that made me stay at bball is mr sim. had it not for mr sim,
i would had been in MRL liaoz. haiz. dunno. shall think over it just like how i thought over
muh classes. ohh yarr. rmb that time after one match/trng, hippo scolded us. we were so angry lor.
in the toilet rite, i told muhself, if this time we never get into top4, i will quit bball.
should i keep to muh word?

the bottom line is: im really unhappy at bball. the unhappiness is growing every moment im
counted as a player. i guess hippo is the cause of this. i dunno. i dun wanna go around,
pushing everything to others, when the fault is muh own. the fault is muh own...

feel so damn utterly disgusted tt the word B.I.T.C.H.Y was not properly used. btw in our society now, the word is used only in accordance to one who bitches her way around. lyke our life size doll in phs: kong jeng hui.

do you knoe who ur calling bitchy now? not jus any stupid and clumsy girl around who keeps banging her toes into things over and over again. if ur calling her bitchy or in another words a bitch, den wad about the 'cool and popular girls' whom you hang around now. wad are they. angelic hosts proclaimed?

den try to act smart or wadever. cos ur not. those who need to act are nv wad they wanna turn out to be. if you think ur muscular, lemme be the first to tell you tt ur not! jus some bag of bones with pungy stuff sticking out. even my bro whose jus younger than you has even bigger ones than you! he even has a 6 pac. wad about you. having jus puny bicpes mean nothing to me at all. cos my bro has bigger ones than you.

he's also much taller than you for ur info. wad about ur riches. so wad if you live in a terrace. they don't mean anything. having wad you own the 5c's dun mean anything much to pple lykle us. cos we're not materialistic. and if you realli think you're tt cool or famous, U ARE NOT AT ALL. cos hanging out a.k.a flirting around with those 2 ah-flowers make you popuar too, you're jus being tooo naive and gullible to actually belive tt. cos they jus wanna make use of ur money to get hold of the stuff they want to.

they're merely treating you lyke their toy to exercise their flirting skills. dumbo. pls for God's sake, learn to use the right word properly. cos i could also say tt ur a whole tyme bastard.

btw... if jerine was bitchy den hear this. lemme tell you son of a bitch. ur mother bitches tooooo much lyke it was her first day on planet earth, tt she gave to such a bastard lyke you. if tt's how bitchy was used on jerine, den it could be used this way too.

actuali i wan to write abt thing in the blog b4 dis de.. bdn cos ytd i reali cannot take it liao den i forget it.. so 2dae i will carry on hoping tt i wont get so uptight.. ya.. i was saying tt dis camp sucks.. and btw i jux realised mani other things through dis camp too. and tt our class 2faith used to haf a veri popular guy in our class. surprised huh? no.. not at all lor.. for ur info cool guy.. u are jux taken advantage by they all onli lor.. dun think u veri popular can? i suppsoe if u reali think tt u veri cool as compared to alot of other guys in class or wad hor.. i can sae u r the biggest fool on earth.. oh.. forget it la.. rmb im jux a bitchy ger who goes around spreading rumours abt ppl? ya.. and im jux ever so bichty to go around spreading rumours abt u.. den rmb the day in class when u told mi off abt mi tellin lydd things abt u? sounds familiar huh? i was jux abt to tell u tt i dint tell anything at all den u argue sae i tok cock cos lydd told u everything. Ha.. to think i actuali felt guilty abt it for abt a week or tt and kip thinking i whr got sae u all? or mebe i accidentally leaked sth out or wad.. den i told u tt actuali lydd told mi everything de.. den u sae wad as if lydd will go tell mi everything.. i feel so bad lor.. den frm tt day onwards i nvr go tok to ya liao.. ok fine.. den bella they was lyk telling mi zhengyang is quite a nice guy as compared to the guys in our class.. den lydd sae u veri sweet.. kao eh...

den i was thinking ok lor.. mebe is i anyhow think tt zhengyang dun reali lyk mi de.. as in as a fren la. den on a fine and sunny day when lydd quarelled wif u on msn.. (u mux be thinking why i noe abt it again, dun forget lydd's in ncc and sumore now she my classmate.. and im BITCHY wad..) she in ncc kip sayin wad zy sae she flirt, den zy sae she backstab him go aroung tellin others tt he flirt. u tell mi if u not flirt why on earth ppl will get dis idea tt u r flirt. use ur MUSCLES and think la hor.. fucker.. yes im sayin u fucker! u can sae mi bitch, den i haf all the right to sae u wad.. u can kaobei for all u wan to other girls tt im bitchy and all.. i cant be bothered lor.. see whos on the losing end, son of a bitch. if i go around spreading rumours abt u, den i mite as well sae ur mom mux haf been bitching around ur father to produce a bastard lyk u to go around tellin others tt im a bitch lor.. or else is go around telling ppl off. u sae lydd backstab u, sae i spread rumours abt lydd, told huiyuan off whn she tok to pohsuan. wad the fuck is ur prob? u sae la.. u not happi den u jux tell us directly into the face lor.. why? scared spoil ur beautiful reputation in front of other gers issit? hmm.. im wondering.. to think i actuali thot tt u r reali a nice guy.

nvm lar.. u mux be thinking cos i jealous no guys lyk jerine tts why she so angry, small case la.. anithin lor.. mebe im reali in no position to tell u off ba.. cos im not lyk u ma.. for no reason or nvr even get the situation rite den anyhow scold others.. wad the fuck.

i wont scold u if u didnt sae anything abt mi to others lyk BITCHY okie.. if u dunno mi well den SHUTTUP. if u would to ask other gers around in the sch since u noe soooo mani popular ppl in sch, u see wad are their defination of BITCHY k.. dun noe den shutup.. some even think u xia lan lor.. dun sae i anyhow sae u or spread rumours.. dis one i got confirm den sae u de.. im not lyk u.. aftall we same class for 2 yrs.. i feel quite bad for saying u de.. but well.. its ur actions tt irritate others lor.. jux as a ex-classmate (anyway i doubt u ever treated mi as ur classmate) im jux saying lor.. if u think la.. or else drey oso wont tell u how she feels abt u lor.. lydd too.. wish u gd luck lor..

p.s i hope u get the proper defination of BITCHY den tok okie.. -.-

whoa... its been since lyk quite somewhile tt i blogged in liao.. haha.. *laughs bitterly* its been quite awhile since i last came in.. and mani things happened dis few days.. and dis 'few' days seemed lyk an eternity lor.. fucker.. dun sae aredi la.. i can sae dis has been the worst camp tt i've been into lor.. asshole. guess wad? im now in the oh-so-cool class!! _3HUMILITY_

to you guys: im reali veri sad lor. i jux cant describe dis feeling in mi lor. the 1st day of camp which is, the day when we first got seperated in dis sch. i at first thot tt:" hey, its ux a change of class lor. wad for get so agitated and upset abt it man? its the subjects tt we learn differs us onli ma, other den tt i suppose we still can get together wad. wad for so upset lor.. look on the bright side of life ma." but when we were in the hall, i realli cant help it but to cry lor. im not acting pitiful or wad lor. mebe u all mite think jen-rine the big baby, nvr work hard still wan cry over spilt milk. but i dunno why if i kip thinking tt i wont cry, i can control. sth deep inside is telling mi not to try convincimg myself liao la, sad den sae sad la.. den worst still tt lydd go cry make til my tears hold on to my eye bag finali drop down. jux for tt veri first tym i cried wifout hesitating lor.. i reali cant help it ma.. ok its quite shameful to sae dis la.. but i reali dunno why.. den i kip tellin lydd not to cry den i see her tears drop tt tym hor.. so big lor, i mean her tear drop veri big. ya.. den she makt til i busi cry n hide my face not hoping to let u guys see. den i stil rmd aft recess i was so touched when u guys come find mi lor.. i over wan cry liao u noe anot, den i kip swallowing my saliva, choking my words so tt i wont sudd cry in front of u guys leh.. i kip thinking why i cry, but i still dunno why at tt point of tym i jux kip wanting to cry. mebe i reali miss u guys lor.. i veri sentimental de la.. dun think i whole day siao siao, but when it comes to all dis seperating n nvr to get back again thing hor.. i can practically cry in bed for weeks lor.. serious! den when in hall i look over at u guys i will kip thinking back on the times when we had assemblies tt we keep making fun of the way the speaker speak, the way the dancers dress, scanning the area for 'kong bu fen zi', suaning terkey hand big.. den when i think back i will laugh but when i think tt those days will nvr come again, the tears will flow again.. (shit la.. i dun wan sae dis but my tears are flowing again, the nose is block and luckily im the onli one around) den in the chapel i was on the verge of breaking down lor. i mean not onli im seperated frm u guys, im wif owen shuhui zh lydd lydia ng.. u think i fit in? if u guys were in my position now, i dun think u guys will feel so horrible cos somehow u noe them btr den mi.. aftall im kinda anti social, and i dun noe how to socialise well lor.. u guys are the onli one who noe mi best in sch other den huiyuan.. and u guys are all in 3faith!! i reali wanna join u all lor.. but i noe its impossible de la.. den i reali feeli veri comfortable when we return back to 2faith to collect report bks u noe anot??? it just feels so right!!! i wish time would just stop there forever.. but i still have to move on no matter wad.. forget it la.. i noe dis would nvr happen lor.. i guess no one would reali feel how i feel lor.. its so horrible.. trust mi its worst den psle.. i nvr even cried tt much during psle.. u guys reali made an impact in my life.. realli.. no matter wad.. i will nvr forget dis 1½ yrs wif u all.. trust mi..

i doubt anyone of u will understand how i feel ba.. i jux wan u all to noe tt i reali treasure our frienship lor.. so u guys mux not forget abt the times too hor!! mux always rmb angel jen-rine leh.. haha *laughs bitterly* dun forget abt mi if u guys ever find a new grp in 3faith or find another angel jen-rine as replacement leh.. i nvr sae tt u cant make new frens la.. jux i suppose u noe wad i mean ba.. ya.. but u can trust mi tt no matter wad.. i wont find a replacement for u guys lor.. cos u noe why? no ger will ever haf as big hands as terkey tan, as skinny pothead lyk drey, as black n round as owen, as squeaky as cindy, as lame n loud sihong and last but not least.. not as big boobs n shiok shiok as bella! =) i guess realli nobodi can be another of u guys lor.. realli enjoyed our times 2gether but i doubt our frenship will still b dis strong aft 2 yrs.. =......< <-- i wont haf dis thinking lor. i trust tt our friendship will last forever.

i still haf dis veri aching feeling in my heart leh.. haix... so i think i mux work veri veri veri extra extra hard in sec3 so tt i can catch up wif u all den during olevels do veri well get at least 20pts so tt can go same jc as u all.. yay!! just 'ren' for another 2 more yrs.. but i haf a feeling nx yr will past veri slowly.. man..

hey.. aft wad i blogged today, i apologise to u all for wadever hipocritical behaviour of mine dis 2 yrs tt u cant stand. sorrie la terkey, always kip quarelling wif u.. nvr get a chance to sae sorrie properli de. ya.. bella, i hope tt u wont blame mi for whacking ur boobs n ti siao u so much leh.. drey ah.. thankew for evrything. owen, reali veri happie to be ur trusted fren, thnx for ya trust in moi, although sometimes i veri bu gou peng you.. thank u guys for all dis happie times! no more jokes frm u guys nx yr liao, but mux promise to eat bk aft sch if i wan hor! i will reserve the coupons for u all.. wish u all gd luck nx yr, still can studi together for exams i suppose?? hehe..