ok. cant view this blog. dunno what the hell happened. im now at ntuc sentosa beach chalet. this place suck. the attitude and everything. cant really say i enjoyed thursday. the place, the food, the service, the room etc. urrghh. but i like the name calling. as in, we called each other by their respective school names. yea. PHS rawks!? lol.

today's training was ok lar. if u dun have mens. yea. but i think it should be tougher. lot more tougher.

as for tuition, i realise i need enlightment to finish my homework. finished the questions in the centre. ohh yarr, that behind mi xia suay himself. wahaha. nvm.

damn tired. shall go cut cake later. lalalas.

hey... i'm back again. okei. called jessie jus now, to discuss about the re-structuring. she told me tt the re-structuring is not confirmed yet. and if they were to send me over to debbie's group, it was still for my own good. cos they think it would help me to grow more there.

but i told her tt i realli wanna establish a cg in plmgss by next year, and to see it come to pass. unlike phs. when i'm realli sick of pioneering my verry own skool. heehee.. i guess if i were to be str8 4ward with her, den at least she can lyke understand why i realli dun wanna pioneer our skool.

btw. she gave me 2 choices. 1 is to be transfered to debbie's grp, or the other wan was to transfer to winnie's grp and to continue pioneering plmgss. and i chose the second choice. but everything is still not finalised yet. hopefully and prayerfully, i wil be sent over to winnie's grp.

i think if i get transfered over, den i will have no sheeps. cos one my sheeps will be staying with jessie to pionneer anderson, and the other also under wynnie budden pioneering zhong hua. which is a different cg frm me.

this thing keeps making me feel lyke crying whenever i think about it.

i'm gonna miss jessie and my 2 sheeps and everyone in ned1.

*sobs. got re-structuring again. i hate it! jessie called me yesterday to inform me abt the re-structuring. and guess wad, i will most prob be under debbie which means i will be in the same grp as jia yi. sux man! i dun wan to be in the same group as her, and i dun wanna pionneer our skool. phs.

its not tt i dun wanna save the innocents souls out there in our skool, but i'm reali sic of pinneering our skool lor. jus plain sick! sumemore, i dun realli lyke the pple there in debbie's grp. they're so chinese educated tt even communicating with them is a BIG problem.

*sobs. i guess i'm gonna miss jessie. suddenly feel so emotional. but no matter wad, i dun wanna be in the same grp as jia yi!