hoohoo. thanks aud! amen!

paging everyone out there. its the x'mas season now. and wad beats listening to the word of God and jus having fun chilling with me and God. so yea. trying to promote my church upcoming x'mas events. they're all gonna be sooo cool. cos this yr's theme is about x'mas parties. yep.

so check this out...

The Gift
20th Dec
2.00p.m, 4.30p.m.

Christmas is all about Partying
24th Dec
1.30p.m, 4.00p.m.

Who says the Party's over?
27th Dec
2.00p.m, 4.30p.m.

Venue: Cuppage Plaza level 5
The Nexus Auditorium

*for those who still have no idea where it is. okei. its in orchard but you allight at somerset. and cuppage plaza is jus next to centre point.

yay! i'm quite happy leh. cos jus now tried asking my mom whether they wanna go to church 2morrow. cos 2morrow they having this x'mas service too. unexpectedly, my mom was lyke i wanna go but 2morrow i'm going to ah-mah's house with your father. den she told me tt she would go next week with my father.

yay! yippie. does tt mean they're one step closer to receiving salvation?

bella..

wah..im so 'enlighted' from wat ya sae..well..i blif u can do it.i blif u can change their lives.we r right bhind u..just do it girl !
im sure GOD would use u to change dis world,change dis ppl,get rid of the 'SATAN' thoughts in them n change them.Free them from SATAN's hands and gudie then to GOD's lovin hands...mebbe they reli dun haf family love or suffer from wat so ever setbacks or experiences.so give them ur time n guidance 2 stop them from doin all dis things tt r bad.

yeah okay..LoL..i sudd so 'holy' lidat.hehe..kiddin..aniwae,had great fun yesterdae n 2dae..

HAPPIE BIRTHDAE 14th CRYSTAL!! (haha..ppl reachin 15 liao u nw den 14..Mwhahaha..)

- d r e y -

decided to blog this dwn. i was so compelled to actually jot this dwn in my notebook to remind me abt God's love.

okei. so actually was suppose to have shepherding with wynnie 2dae, but instead ended up at serangoon r.c to help Peter out. cos actually one of his contacts brought this 3 SJC girls along. and since they're frm my grps pioneering skool, we sumehow made our way dwn to help out. in another words, to go tok to them and stuff.

cos actually they were the only girls around in the r.c cos the brothers were having their mattew event. yep. quite looong story to type out leh. think you guys might find it boring reading this oso.

the girls were sooo worldly. okei. so tt's my first impression. and the next worst thing i discovered was tt one of them smokes, cos i saw the marlboro pack in her netty waist pouch. its jus horrible to see girls smoking. lyke it not only spoils ur image, but also ur health. okei so. sumetyme after a while, they decided to go to sume shops to get sume stuff to make their 'rocket'. tt's the thing they call it. and wynnie and i sumehow made an excuse to get sume coke, while trying to track them dwn. jus in case they sneak away.

okei. and we met them sumewhere. and they were lyke asking us to follow them in their tt oh-so-tricking and cunning tone. i was freaked out man. i was lyke so scared tt they will lyke get their gang or wadever to bash us. even wynnie was 'scared'. so we jus suemhow waited sumewhere for them.

and already in my mind, i was lyke preparing myself for the worst. lyke fleaing away frm the scene. and to dash str8 back to the r.c. but fortunataly, tt's not wad happened. they really went ot get their sparklers to make their 'rocket'.

okei okei. so the main thing i wanted to say was tt, through their lives wad i saw was insecurity. and also probably they were not loved maybe by their parents or who so ever. i din see then, them as a hopeless bunch. sumehow sumewad i saw this ray of hope actually in them. maybe it was God's calling or promptings to me. i saw this s.o.s thing in them.

when they were making the rockets tt tyme, i saw satan's work accomplished in their hands. they were then the tools used thoroughly by satan. it was horrible. i so wanted to share with them about the w.o.g. i wanted to share with them about God's truth and love. about this great love tt would set these 'captives' free.

then, my heart went out to them. i felt this sense of compassion 2wards them. thoughts jus ran through my head then. tonnes of them. i was just so deep in thoughts tt i neither knoe how to react to the situation at all. this certainly compells me to be a world changer.

I WANT TO BE A WORLD CHANGER. I WANT TO CHANGE THE LIVES OF THESE PPLE. WHO JUST LIVE THEM MEANINGLESSLY AND AIMLESSLY. I WANT TO BE THEIR LIFE JACKET TO STOP THEM DROWNING EVEN DEEPER INTO THIS VAST OCEAN.

GOD I CRY OUT TO YOU RIGHT NOW. USE ME TO WIN THESE SOULS BACK FOR YOU. USE ME TO WIN THIS WORLD FOR YOU ALSO. I WANT TO A TOOL TT YOU WOULD USE GREATLY TO CHANGE THE WORLD.

IT AINT IMPOSSIBLE. I ASK OF ALL THESE BY FAITH AND YES IT SHALL AND WILL BE DONE.
amen.

14days to school reopen!

jenrine: dont need to pity me. cos muh aunt ask me whether next friday want go k.L anot. btw, thanks for the xmas card

cow: if i go k.L, we have to go cut hair this week lehx.

[xmAs`tEr]

tis the season to be jolly. falalalala lalalala!
so glad tat woman not gng kl le thou i abit piti her. haha. nvm lar turk, stay at hme watch tqsj3 fer the remaining days.

btw got the news frm crystal tt alot of peeps wont be gng fer her party hor. so sad. but she wants to noe issit confirmed yet lei. or else she sure veri diff to plan things lei. den dunno abt how mani peeps gng. how to estimate the amt of food to buy. abit pathetic rite. last min still dunno how mani peeps gonna be there. geex, no comments-

im sooo boring! 15 more days to go in another mins time. and i seem to be in a holiday mood still. whahaha!

ohh yarr. forgot to add. i WANNA WATCH INFERNAL AFFAIRS 3!!!!!

whatever. jerine told me de. anyways. i never go k.L. le. blardy aunts. now want to book also no vacancies le. fark.

ohh yarr. jenrine: i want rent the armed reaction4 le. woohoo! its so much better than the chinese dubbings. its veh unfair lor, come to think about it. i mean, the korean, jap and even thai shows have dual sound. why cant honkies have? is it cos its a dialect? fark them all!

hey hey..

so sad 2dae carn go buy new year clothes....haix! bt nvm..stil gt 16 mre daez to skool reopen..
mwhahaha..jen-rine,i was jus jokin abt de "public apology" eh...haha..aniwae,apology accepted..hehe.

yah..tru..reli mus haf confidence in urself..if nt everitin wun work out..nxt yr reli mux work hard lo..den 'O' levels,den graduate...den poly or JC..sumhw i feel lyk goin poly..nt tt stressful..duno la.haha..

aUdrEy- ll-.-ll

NEWSFLASH! Plublic apology frm jen-rine to drey: So sorrie lei. Make u soo happie den sudd tell u dun feel like gng le. Feel so guilty, so now im making a public apology to yer. Whahaha..

Oh btw, guess wad? Im finalli making up my mind on wearing the racer back liao. I mean at first i veri paisei to wear de. In case ppl se mi fat den veri sia suay u noe. But cow sae mux haf confidence in urself, so im gonna haf confidence in myself and wear the racer back le! Or else it will only be a waste of my parents money u see.. dun wanna let 'em down in future. they working soo hard, but economy soo bad now, retrenchment everywhere, pay cuts. Its soo diff to earn money nowadays la, and they are earning not much either. Im such a letdown to 'em if i waste anymore of my parents money lei. Gonna turn over anew leaf nx year, not gonna spend money only if i want it badly, gonna work veri veri hard towards my target, haf a heck-care attitude towards things in case ppl sae i bossy or wad. Oh man.. Guess dis gonne be my new year resolutions ba. Haha..

1 6 d a y s t o g o ! w o o h o o ! i c a n t w a i t f o r s c h o o l r e o p e n !

w h a t e v e r . i d u n g i v e a s h i t. n o w i d u n h a v e p o w e r p o i n t a n d o u t l o o k.

hoohooo... looks lyke our blog's back to the normal visitational blog entries! -cheerios-

i feel lyke going out with you all 2morrow. maybe i can try telling my mother tt i go buy my racer back. but tt's only provided if she gives me back the $30.

to terkey: y o u a r e e v e r s o p a r a n o i d a b o u t s c h o o l . . . ! eeks! scarrified! freakkie!

p l e a s e s t o p a l l y o u r c o u n t - d o w n i n g H E R E ! k i n d l y k e e p i t t o y o u r s e l f. a c t i o n s r e g r e t t e d ! s o r r i e f o r t h e i n c o n v e n i e n c e c a u s e d!

huh..wats TVB??

weee....!!(shawn wee?NO!) my mama allow mi buy clothes myself lo!my mum sae i can buy 2 sets..i dun tink i buyin pants too..mine iz lyk stil so new..or mebbe c gt ani nice perms den buy..i tml wan go buy..ehz..jerine u free pei mi go shop n buy?i noe bella carn go out n terk dun wan go out...bt i gt ask arbo.duno she gt go mah lehx..

yah terki i noe tt ur hse key can collect le..haha.mus invite us go eh!bt punggol sounds v far lidat...well..aniwae..wah bella,ur mama dis few daez lyk v easili angry hor..so kelian..if mi i'll cry til lyk shit man..mebbe ur mama goin tru sum kind of stages..menopause??. . . ah..i duno la.

hmm..yah..agree wif jerine..v sian dis few daez..kip tinkin abt sumtingz..well..haix..duno la.reli hpe to settle it soon!
Life like thIs..nt everi1 understand u..n sumtyms u may jus get m!ssunderstood..hor?

[17 more daez to HELL In 3FAITH man...]


ll^-^ll aUdrEy-

huh? what you implying? anyhow, IM BACK! haha. i soooo happiee last night that i cried lor. ok. i know its stoopid, but if you almost 2months cant even on the com, you will cry de.

im soooo crazy about TVB serials le, but wtf, no scv. nvm.

i also wearing muh denim billabong next year. cant be bothered actually. its only new year lor. instead of going to bishan, i only go to punggol mah. ohh yarr. talk about punngol. did i tell you that hdb sent letter to us to collect the key on 8dec? nvm. think im going to move next year. think its going to be oogly, so some people better keep your comments to yourself. yea.

im soooo crazy over tvb serials!!! think its cos im toooo boredd at home liaoz.

ohh yarr, i cant wait for school re-open. wanna study hard and pass maths. die die must pass sia. else i die give you see.

erm.. nothing else le ba.

oOo. im sooo crazy over tvb!!

[17days to school reopen]

yep. veri fun indeed! wanted to ask terkey along too but she refused den we jux hafta go wifout her loe. aniwae mi too bought dis quiksilver tee. heehee. btw, intend to wear bac my old shorts for chi new yr. i mean, i dun think ppl will notice ur shorts alot anyway. haha..

kk. dis few days im abit bothered abt lotsa things. of cos i wont publicise it online. but jux wanna leave some comments. seriously, i dunno wads wrong wif ppl nowadays. ya? i always find it veri wierd if u treat someone nicely, cant tt prsn like jux appreciate it or wad? weird...

so excited. went out the whole day with jerine to orchard to get out new year clothes. yay! bought this dub tee frm either sponge or fluid. cun remember which one liao. but who cares. they're both frm the same outlet anywae. and most importantly, i bought this quiksilver perms frm pacific plaza. its realli nice and comfy but its sooo ex! almost dieded jus looking at the price tag man!

its costs $79.00.

jus lyke tt my $100 frm my mom is g...o...n...e...

but nvm. told my mom tt i'll pay $30 for the pants cos my aunt jus gave the salary tt she owed me for tt one day tt i worked for her. and i wanna buy the giordano racer back, though it doesn't seem as appealing as b4. wanna get the white one, blueish grey one, and the maroon one. i was thinking for the white one if i'm not wearing a white sports bra to skool, den i can wear the white racer back over it inside my skool u. liddat den wun get caught liao. and i dun think i'm breaking the skool rules rite? am i? doubt so.

thanks jerine for peing me the whole day.

was feeling quite irritated when i came home. kena scolding again by my mother dunno for reason oso str8 away after i reached home. lately keep kena scolded by her for unknown reasons. sumemore the other tyme, think is last friday, jus got caned by her. so horrible.

oh man... God. i need more peace within me. and self-control too. think i quite quick-tempered lately. God you realli gotta help me. jus help me to fall away frm these sins tt you knoe i'd fall into easily. help me to jus ignore the things around me tt sumewad brings me back to these sins. help me to be even more sensitive to the holy spirit's promptings. give me the determination to change. amen.