Jen-rine's 3 thingies~

THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 - friends
02 - family
03 - erm?
THREE THINGS I HATE
01 - hip0kryts
02 - sec3s in sch/ smokers
03 - ncc seniors esp sec3s
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
01 - whr will we go aft we die
02 - why ppl can always hurt others and acts as if nth happened
03 - why mux we studi??
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
01 - books
02 - waste paper
03 - and books
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
01 - lame
02 - funni?
03 - attitude?
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS
01 - 0ogly
02 - cute??? heehee-
03 - boring
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO
01 - speak chinese properly
02 - physically unfit
03 - live wifout laughing for a day
THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS
01 - pizza crust
02 - bao wifout fillings
03 - burger wifout mayo
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY
01 - tao nee..
02 - pepsi
03 - coke
THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN
01 - water skiing
02 - surfing
03 - diving
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID
01 - power rangers
02 - captain planet
03 - lo0ney tunes
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCH NOW
01 - holland v
02 - cantonese serials tt my mom watch
03 - kids central!!
THREE OF THE BEST MOVIES
01 - bring it on
02 - im poor.. hardly watch movies
03 - erm..
THREE THINGS YOU WISH THEY KNEW
01 - i dun look as boring as i do
02 - i'm actuali veri caring n nice if u noe mi well enuf
03 - im not as cool as i look n im a toot kia in p skool
THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU CRY
01 - creepy crawlies
02 - sad?
03 - when im angwee
THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU SMILE
01 - when im taking fotos??
02 - when i get gd results
03 - achievements
THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU LAUGH
01 - lame/ unfunny jokes
02 - ppl and their actions
03 - dis few ppl around mi.. u noe who rite?? heehee

-laughs sheepishly- ripped this off puay lin's blog...

THREE THINGS I LOVE
01 - friends
02 - family
03 - church members (though sumetymes quite pissed by them)
THREE THINGS I HATE
01 - pple who are so not themselves
02 - smokers
03 - b.ball serniors
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
01 - why i struggle so much for my studies
02 - why pple get hooked by smoking and think its sooo cool
03 - girls are always 'feeling' things
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
01 - my bag
02 - loads of unwanted paper
03 - books
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
01 - veri HIGH (usually after recess)
02 - lame
03 - dun give a damn abt things attitude
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS
01 - unique? muahaha
02 - tt nv changing face
03 - boring
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO
01 - speak chinese properly
02 - poor body co-ordination
03 - complete reading a whole book ever (maybe the bible's the only one i will complete)
THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS
01 - extra mayonaise!
02 - chocolates
03 - pizza's
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY
01 - water (dun realli drink alot though)
02 - vanilla coke?
03 - coke
THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN
01 - electic guitar, drums, base, keyboards
02 - hip-hop/ break dance
03 - photography
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID
01 - power rangers
02 - captain planet
03 - anamaniacs
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCH NOW
01 - holland v (bits of them here and there)
02 - channel u's tian lun
03 - spy tv!
THREE OF THE BEST MOVIES
01 - tomb raider!
02 - hmm... can't realli remeber the other shows i've watched
03 -
THREE THINGS YOU WISH THEY KNEW
01 - i dun look as quiet as i appear to
02 - i'm actually a veri calm person
03 - i used to hang out alot with boys in p.skool, cos we can realli connect.
THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU CRY
01 - when my mother canes me (which she dun now)
02 - i'm hurt emotionally
03 - when i'm veri angry
THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU SMILE
01 - at sumething sweet -pls dun take it to the literate-
02 - when the pastor says something tt's so assuring and inspiring
03 - affirmation
THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU LAUGH
01 - lame/ unfunny jokes
02 - pple. esp their stupid actions and they stupid way they speak and behave. or the way they look.
03 - these few pple with peculairly comical lifestyles and languages spoken, whom i associate greatly with.

hai~ i hope when owen come online tonite.. she will read dis lehx. so sorrie if she read the last entry tt i sae her lor.. im sorrie k? dun take it to heart hor! its jux tt im gettin paranoid of wich class we getting in lor.. i reali dun mean it leh.. haix... i reali veri scared lor.. i mean not tt we gonna be seperated la.. tt ish definite de lor.. but im whereas scared tt i will end up into a losi class where all the ppl all so kns wan lor.. at least wif terkey those type of marks hor.. i wont be so worried cos at least i think it wil be wif ms selfridge they all lor.. but mi leh? definitely wif those fb they all lor.. so suck!! den if wifout u guys i mite as well go and die liao loe.. haix..

::dug0ng::

hey everyone! cow b.boobs is back with a new haircut! yay...! new? okei... maybe not soo new. though it looks alittle the same lyke b4, but still its a NEW haircut! heehee... okei okei... i think its nice though there's not much diff to it, jus tt its no more 90 degrees str8, and more freely... and importantly! less hair! okei okei...

jerine and owen, jealous? cos cannot see me hair 2morrow. heehee... den audrey dey all can see me new hair-cut! yay...! aniwae, i feel veri reluctant to go training 2morrow... even if i go, dun think will train seriously as usual!

heeheee... went to cut hair with terkey at aunty linda's house. terkey look lyke strawberry! -evil laughter-

heehee.. back with another entry. hey! i'm realli so touched by u all! -gives you all an imaginary hug frm b.boobs.- heehee... realli thank owen for helping me to pay mr. wong tt amount of money, den at least i can lyke now realli man man return her the money. at least i dun feel so bad now for oweing a stranger money.

budden even though lyke wad you all said, her mom voluntarily paid it for me, i still feel tt i should at least save the slightest bit and pay her back the money. as you all knoe, its not nice to always owe pple money. later b'come habit.

i was realli sooo damn touched, tt jus nothing could decribe jus how much gratitude i had for her/ her mother. -sounds alittle sappy- but... tt's how i felt. i think you all realli bless me greatly man. not only financially, but oso emotionally and lotsa other various ways. i dun knoe how else to thank you all, but jus to say "thank God for you all, tt you were all a great blessing to me!"

heehee... yep! i think i realli have to thank you all oso for motivating me and encouraging me greatly during the exams period, and oso with tt debt with mr. wong cleared.

realli thank you all for everything!

den when i was sharying my testimony during cg, abt how God has blessed us. den i was lyke sharing abt how God has blessed me through you all. lyke how you all reali motivated me to study and all tt. den jessie was lyke giving me those looks lyke, no wonder the other tyme you ponned service.

but still she said this to me, "you have to work hard in ur studies! to be a good testament to the non-believers around." cos wad she said was quite true oso. cos i think not only getting lousy grades stumble my sheeps, but oso sumehow brings about this barrier, if i were to invite pple frm our skool to get to knoe christ.

when in the first place, i cun even help myself with my studies. i'm alwasy procratinating. sumetymes kinda wonder whether i will reali take my studies seriously next year, cos i think i will only be working hard again when exams are nearing....

lyke wad alot pple say. going to sec 3 is realli different frm being in sec.1 or 2. hopefully, i will survive it all.

to you all: dun think too much abt which class we will all be posted to okei... hopefully by God's grace, sumething great will be worked out through the whole posting. you never know. it might have been a blessing in disguise. so yea...!

lets have fun for the last few days in skool being part of 2faith!

hey pple... so scarrie jus now when i was on my way home. i got so damn freaked out by this stupid cat tt was under my block. it was lyke mewing at me. so scarrie rite. actually kinda guessed tt it was hungry or sumething.

and the worse thing was, i was sooo scared tt i stared at the cat. den i quickly wen to press the button on the lift, budden i still had to wait for the lift to come. then meanwhile, the cat got attracted by the strap tt was dangling from the bag. and it followed me. i was so scared man! i wanted to lyke remove my bag at first one... den i quickly walked away frm the lift.

den there was this malay guy who saw me satnding there, and he followed me. and he stood behind me. hahahah... den when the lift came, i quickly went in and press the close button, cos i veri scared the cat follow me in the lift. den tt stupid malay guy went to press open the lift door. i was lyke soooo scared tt the cat will follow me in lor...

the corny thing was tt when we were in the lift, he asked me whether i was afraid of cats. den i was lyke, "yes..." den he was lyke, "its okei... they're just stray cats. they dun bite you. i thgt was happened, den i follow you stand behind you. jus b'cos of a cat."

so damn lame man... but thankfully tt guy sorta lyke shoo-ed the cat away. if not i will realli freak out.

hey hey~ set mi free.. haha.. terkey steady bom pipi sia.. so pek chek wor... aiyo.. we not sayin tt u studi soo much den can a pass can liao.. jux tt we shud be contented wif wad we haf at times ma.. im reali numb to all these failures liao lor.. seriousli speakin.. but if i get a pass.. jux a PASS.. it will be able to kip mi grinning for abt 2 days lor.. den if i get more den wad i xpected lyk the last round of marth hor.. den its jux luck i suppose.. but of cos mux also sae i got put in effort la.. not in cheating lor.. haha.. but i sumtimes reali quite pekchek wif her lor..

u see ar.. i come frm the same pri sch as her.. same class.. index oso one aft another.. come to dis sch same class again.. index again aft another.. results oso soo close xcept for eng la.. i shud be even more angry rite??? i mean.. i put in my efforts and i get dis results, and u rely on copying and yet get the same results as mi.. its not as if i did betta den her by alot or wad lor.. wad the fcuk lor... shdn i be angrier?? think abt it i oso angri liao.. and definitely i will end up same class as her again nx yr lor.. im not saying i dun wan.. but ur gone liao den left mi alone to struggle wif her.. can die wan lor! u shud be happie u wont be seeing her for abt the nx 2 yrs leh.. mi leh?? if i end up same class i sure gotta see her colours for another 2 more yrs lor!! i veri bad i noe.. but im trying to speak out wad i feel nia..

ur last yr sae dis yr will work hard.. in the end onli last few terms den we reali got pay attention.. but i scared nx yr ur all gone den i will be the onli idert struggling wif my results.. den no ppl to studi or complain to.. i reali hope tt we wont split so terribly lor.. u noe wad anot?? whn i was on my way hm today on the bus.. i sudd got dis thinkin tt wad if.. wad if onli hor.. whn the report bks n evrithing release.. den my marks is the worst among u guys.. even lousier den owen hor.. den they put mi into the last class.. jux onli mi wifout owen den how?? i reali sudd haf tt feeling tt drey n turk 1 class, cow n owen 1 class.. den onli mi so pathetic in the last class lor... shit.. im getting paranoid again..

god mux hate mi..
he cursed mi for eternity..
god mux hate mi..
mebe u shud pray for mi..
im breaking down n u cant save mi
i stuck in hell and..
i wanna go home!!

man.. i reali think tt god mux reali hate mi alot lor.. oh.. wadeva~

jen-rine a.k.a ::dugong::

yarr. i really veh angry over what she said lor. i mean, wtf lor. is she herself dun study de mahx. as if i believe she will study 2weeks before hand. exam that week, all she did was---> go airport. move house. fret over renovations. move house. go airport. until god knows what time. she even complained that she what time then sleep, no time to study. if she really did study beforehand, how can she not know how to do?

then, how can she say that, we everyday after exams go eat. what is she trying to infer man? that we CHEATED? or else how can we get so high? does studying at nite means never study? does studying means in the day? for ur info man, i study all muh subjects around evening. while after sku, either i go eat or go straight home. then, i will play com for several hours, and sleep before studying. i mean, what she said means that i did nothing, did not put in goddamn effort, and acheive such a results. its a total insult to me lor. i only asked jerine for the formula thats all lor. knn.

i know im always whining. yes, even whining over muh results. you may say that i get so high liaoz, pass can liaoz. but you will never understand de lor. why put in so much effort to get a pass? then i may as well dun study, and rely on other's answer right? i had high expectations for muhself lor, although i dun always achieve it. eg. marths.
yar. i believe that, if you want good results, put in ur utmost effort, else, dun study, and you can jolly well regret for that whole blardy shit.

fark y'all

-NEWSFLASH!-
Good Evening. This is Tan Ah Moy reporting for 25hours on the clock.
from our sources, we had learned that Chen ning. yes. THAT one. failed 5subjects and was dropped to NA. hehe.

not surprised at all! since, after spending almost all her time poring seniors. haha. all the best to this one helluva biatch man! hope u retain nex year gurl! keep up the great job ya doing! bball hates u. ur not wanted at vball. haiz. poor old u. u will have muh sympathy. farker. to hell with u. u cocksucker. fatherfarker. knn. u deserve all these man! fark off man. ur better off dead gurl. ccb. this kind of daughter also have, i shoulda kill ya off. but not before raping u. muahahahah... biatch.

Thankew for watching. hope you enjoy this piece of news. =)

25hours on the clock. giving u the not so latest news. always

hey neinei: read ur blog liao.. i got nth to sae lor.. haha.. not tt i dun care lar.. but jux tt im worst den u lor.. so wad for care so much of wad ur mom thinks? i mean wads done cant be undone lor.. as f by kaobei-ing at u lidat will change the fact tt we did quite badly rite? i aredi prepared myself for the worst.. so seriously i expected all these red marks in my report bk liao ma.. well.. unlike some ppl who insist tt they got studi alot while we nvr and still kip thinking tt he/she shud be gettin more den wad she got rite?? hai.. i dunno wad to say for ya.. u did better den mi wad.. so actuali u shud be happi liao.. if i were u.. i will be satisfied of wad im getting lor.. we haf to admit tt we reali din put in much effort all way thru dis yr ma.. chiong last min dun always work.. aftall.. we reali din work hard for normal days in sch wad.. but nvm loe...jux promise urself tt we gotta work veri veri hard for nx yr to catch up.. cheer up! ;'')

den owen kip thinking tt she deserves more den jux dis.. pls lor.. i dun even haf the cheek to ask ticher for more marks lor.. btw im not trying to talk bad abt her la.. i suppose she hardly blogs in too.. jux tt.. hai.. forget it lor..

terkey u soo uptight over her for wad lor? she say us her prob lor.. sore loser no sporstmanship nia wad.. she not happie tt u evriday go out eat aft sch can still get higher marks den her onli lor.. seriously i admit i too, jealous lor.. but u cleverer den mi wad.. some more i dui de qi zi ji de liang xin wad.. hehe.. got bag liao ar? happie lar..

yarr. at least u did study, unlike some other people lor. hehe.
dun think i can get into B. so, guess i shall appeal for C or E ba. get PAC. yarr. bought clive bag today. old model. but i vehh happy. teehehe.

HeYzZ...
2dae overslept so never go sk0ol..n0w n0b0di online so b0red..!
haix..bella..as wat terk sae,mebbe u shld tok to ur daddy..he wld uds wan..
if they dun,still gt us!u n0e u did ur best rite?itz ok as long as u n0e u did ur best..k?
dun b so pissed n cheer up k?we've gt onli a few more daez together(in klaz i mean)
ya well..if u all feel tt u all din do as expected,den juz let it be..the unexpected alwayz happen at the least expected times..
and the expected?never hpnz...mebbe G0D haf sumtin in place 4 u all in the future?much betta den gettin good results n0w..
rite?so..watz over iz over.haix..ya..gtg..got tuiti0n..bUeYz...


+~drEyz~+

haiz. guess sometimes ur mum really dun understands u. /me knows u study goddamn hard, esp hist. tell ur dad how u feels lar.

W.A.D T.H.E F.U.C.K lah...! hate my mother man!!!! wad's her problam lah!!!! chi bai...!!! hate her lyke hell!!! y cun she just understand me lor...! wad the hell lah! dun she remember how late i used to study during the exmans period?! or probably she was too busy sleeping tt she hardly ever notices. she must be blind not to see man!!!! even my father knows and feels tt i'm stressing myself out, but not her! the only damn bitch who absolutely cun see what her daughter is doing...! wad the fuck man!!!!

cume home gime tt bloddy black fucker face to see! think she veri great arh...! as if she veri tired cos she work, but we students will never be! wad the hell lah! when told her my results, she not only praised me for getting 49 for my english but kept on saying me for getting so poor!

wad the hell does she knoe about the bloddy friggin' education here! doesn't she knoe tt you have to pass english and 4 other subjects to promote. den wad the fcuk keep asking me whether i remain in express or not! wad the fcuk lah! lyke i veri lan will drop to normal liddat!

god damn fcukin' shit! sumemore wad keep on k.p! say wad i always go internet den nv revise! wad the fcuk lah! did you see all the notes tt i've made for my history! hey, i'm not those sort who dun give a damn about my studies okei! i can think for myself lor! i hate her!

hey! do you realli knoe wad im going through anot! i realli got study lor...! i can gurantee you tt i've already put in my 110% in it okei! i was sick but still i had to stay up late just to read my notes and to reali understand wad i learn. i can't help it if i dun do well okei. wad can you do?

just for my studies, i've not gone for any seed meetings okei...! wad more fcuk you wan!!!! all those notes tt i've made for hist! useless junk! studying jus ain't my thing okei! wad do you expect me to get! all those a's or those 70 stuff! its too bad tt i'm not smart enuff okei!

i hate you for not understanding me enuff, and to even at this point of tyme scold me for always going to the internet. do you think i'm disappoint with myself. let me get this str8 okei...! i'm utterly disappointed too...! but i felt i've already done my part in putting in my effort.

wad the hell! i think during the promotion day, she will still continue to kao pei me for not getting into the a maths class. when she asked me whether i got into the class tt i wanted, she said this okei. "you're ruined already!"

i dun even ask for anyithing in-return for all tt effort i've put in. i did not ask you for any rewards, and you're still so unreasonable!

[dissed]

haiyo... relac gurl. if u know u did ur best. u studied damn figgin hard for it. trust me. u wun fail. kan kai yi tian. is it call optimistic? or pessimistic? dunno lar.

u will be surprise tml lor. trust me. then, u will regret for being so paranoid. yarr. thats all i can say lor. the rest is up to u liaoz. relac!

arghh!! i cant wait for adventure camp!

k.. if tonite no one goes online den i suppose no one will see dis til tmr.. but aniwae i suppose u guys will guess wad im going to sae.. shit lar.. veri worried for tmr lor.. we gonna get our results bac leh!! ad im reali going bonkas lor!! ok fine.. but i reali put high hopes in dis round of exams and moreover i put in alot of effort too! btw i oso dun reali wish to get into A.B.C animore liao la.. see soooo mani ppl droppin into normal.. all i wish is jux as to stay in express.. serious!!

(>.<") oh man.. im gettin sooo paranoid again.. i so afraid tt i once again will best in eng remedial leh!! i dun mind going eng remedial for the whole of nx yr.. but jux let mi pass my Eng!! jux a pass will do?? shit lar.. if i dun pass hor.. i can forget the hope of gettin into D liao lor.. i mite even drop to normal man.. gosh! i reali wanna promote to 3express lor..

i swear tt i din copi!! well.. a teeny weeny little bit nia.. but i reali got studi lor.. puh-leese let mi pass all my other subjects!! although i noe its kinda impossible.. haix.. i reali hope i dun drop into normal or else some farkin ticher will look down i=on mi man.. and it will be a total disgrace lor!! god..

k lar.. u all sure sae tt ltr i sure happie happie again de.. but im now preparing for the worst liao.. haix.. i think its best i dun think so much liao la.. 'scaly' i reali tio wad i sae den die ar.. haha.. choy!! -touchwood-

paranoid>>

arhh...shut up lar, jenrine. i like, erm...almost 3,4 weeks never play neopets liaoz. too busy with happytreefriends, blogs to play neopets. i gave up after that stoopid tombola thingy. but since that bastard came back liaoz, guess shall continue playing ba. lost almost 200k. haiz.

bella : i thought its amicable? dunno.

today vehh happy. went to see the new houses. my uncle's one is veh nice. classy feel. cant wait to move next week. yIPPE!

heehee... back with another entry. hey! mellisa (tt b.ball senior came to my church 2dae). though i guess the "c" girls hardly ever made any conversations with her, but still all we had for each other was a brilliant and amiable smile on both of our faces. a picture paints a thousand words. so yep! jus lyke a smile. it jus breaks all barriers and makes sumebody else's day.

feeling realli excited, though a lil drowsy after my cough syrup + running nose tablet + anti-biotic. mus understand tt both the cough syrup and the running nose tab causes drowsiness.

yay...! i'll be visiting jeannie's temporary church 2morrow! yippie...! dunno why... but jus feel excited. getting high soon. i realised tt im always getting high late at nights when everybody' snoozing.

i think God has sumewhat changed me. cos i used to be reallli tempremental last tyme. heehee... wad do you all think? maybe you all dun knoe me yet when i was in p.skool. but even teachers told me tt i was tempremental. but sumehow, the spirit tt i have now is more to a heck-care kinda thing. cos i realli dun lyke things to bother me.

sumetymes i think even if i do get angry with someone, it usually dun last loong. maybe for lyke 5 mins or wad, and i'll cool down. maybe with the excpetion of mdm.hana. cos i think i'm more patient and tolerant with my friends, and to my friends. think so? well, tt's wad i reckon. cos sumehow i kinda lyke put my friends above my family.

family sumehow provide for you only financially, amybe occassionally emotionally. cos most of the tyme to us teenagers, we turn to our friends more than our parents suemtymes. cos with the genaration gap, they might not be able to comprehend wadever you are going through. however, i think i do account alot to my parents too.

to me, i think friends reallli are the ones who add colour and beauty to ur life. i'm realli thankful to God, tt i have such great friends lyke you all! all so bubbly and alive! heehee...

lyke owen's always so filled with life-packs and nu-skins. audrey's always so sensible and logical. jerine's always so crazy with weird yet amusing thoughts. terkey's always so lame with her "the-dog" magic show. heehee...!

sumetymes being awake late in the night makes you appreciate the things and pple around you. realli wanna thank you all for always being there for me. i guess we all continue to be there for one another!

-deep in thoughts-

hey pple... i'm kinda healed i think. okei not realli. was so encouraged by a few of my church members 2dae. -i knoe i sound alittle contradictory here cos abt the $$$ issue- okei okei... yep! cos the other tyme got high fever, and you can say tt running nose and cough are lyke the later thing you always get after fever. okei... one of my lame throries. or rather im always the one whose more prone to flu and cough. -coughs-

yep! den my mother actually ask me not to gom cos she scared i get fever again. cos i told her tt nexus (tts the suditorium for my church) is always frezzing. so it always feel lyke -14 degress in there. yep! and i sumehow wanted to go dwn to nexus earlier cos wanted to ask the sound team leader to teach me more about those sound stuff. as you knoe, tt's my ministry. so yep! wanna learn more abt it so can serve God more, when i'm on duty.

when i was there, the team leader heard tt i was sick. kinda obviouse actually with tt stuffed voice, and she prayed for me. so happi...! den tt puay lin was lyke sooo anxious when i kept on coughing. she kept on asking me whether i needed strepsils.

okei okei... sounds abit lame and cuu cuu. but i think i was pretty much touched by 2dae's service. the worship realli was awesome man! i guess God spoke to me through the worship, and i responded to him.

i felt realli rejevenated and refreshed after the worship. its lyke so woah...! tt indescriable feeling tt realli jus perks you on. sumething lyke the rush on adrenaline, but jus tt you dun feel frighten or nervous.